Happy New Year 2005, may this year bring us better luck,better life and so on....

 

I just get back home, i'm sooo tired and sleepy, me and my friends have a small bbq party and drink all night, it's time to sleep :)

 

Once again HAPPY NEW YEAR, GOOD LUCK TO U ALL

Merry XMas to all of you, hope u have a wonderful xmas.

 

Happiness

I'm sure everyone search for happiness fo their life, at least I do. Hmmm I don't feel happy rite now, then again for the last few months I think :(. Well I don't give up my hope yet. I still believe that I still can go on with this life, search the happiness, although it will be hard work, long journey, and also I still don't know what should I do :).

But what is happiness for you? Happiness is relative, you look at a person, wow he's rich, got everything, he must feel very happy. But the person maybe not happy. We have different standard of what stage then we call it happy. Too high standard will make us down I guess. Well, when I can eat, can sleep, healthy, even I'm not a rich person, I will feel happy that way. And of course don't have hard problems like rite now :).

 

 

We have birthday every year, usually we will get congrats word. Happy birthday, u're seventeen(or wutever) now, hope u'llget bright future, blablabla etc. Well I don't actually like birthday. Why? Coz that mean I'm one step closer to dead. Like this, Happy birthday, congratulations U're one year older now, or should I say "Congrats u're one year closer to death now" Time is so fast, just a moment ago we were born into this world, and now here we are getting older and older, every breath mean a breath closer to death. Am I a person who affraid of death? Yes I think, but life sucks, with all this problems, sometimes I feel is better to die, I wonder what will happen if we die, heaven or hell??does it really exist? Or we just wandering around as a ghost?? Or we just go to the other dimension? I guess we're all going to find it out soon or later, the only sure thing in this world only we're all going to die.

Time, how can it tick so fast? It's almost the end of the year again, it feels like only yesterday I spent new year's eve. Time is running so fast, Sometimes we just don't realize it. New year, means a year older, or can I say minus 1 year to your life? Every single tick means we are a tick older or lose a tick of our life. We are race against the time, but I guess we can never win.

So that makes time is so valuable for us to waste it right? Ahh, I wasted alot of time myself, though I regret it so bad rite now, but regret always comes late I guess.

So I guess when we have time to do something, do it, or we might never have the time or chance to do it again. When it's about time to schooll/study, then do it, for this one I'm very sure you'll regret it someday if you waste your time for it, I regret it myself also.

 

So do what you have to do or what you can do now, don't waste your time.

I look at the sky

It's so dark

No even a single star

I'm affraid

I try to get away from this darkness

So I run

And I run

But it's all the same

All goes to a dead end

No matter which road I take

There's no way out

I 'm getting tired

So I just sit

Wishing this darkness will go

Blaming myself to get into this dark

Nobody's here to help

I'm giving up

I have no power left

Just sit and wait

Till the dark finally got me

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damn this, broke up after 4 years of dating is damn sux. It's already 1 week, why i still remembering her? this feels like my heart and heart wanna explode. can some1 tell the fastest way to get rid of this feeling?

for me love will not last forever, but memory will still remain and last forever, but how to get rid of this love?Helpp